Emotional Times

life sucks sometimes, friendships turn to lies, a hatred in disguise it brings tears to my eyes, i can see the truth from the neutral side in my mind, confusion cripples me unto my element of control unsureness. emotional times i’m just fine. trauma’s etched in my mind, i can see ’em all the time, […]

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Smile

smile, can’t you see i am still me, anti-authority, same philosophy, enjoying life as much as i can i will. trying to create that contagious smile with that passion that I long to succeed in my ways days pass by i am not gonna sit here no more no more no more won’t you see […]

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Myself

If life was a game, could I win in the end? And if I was sane, would I fuck it up all over again? These questions and answers can help me redefine myself And I thank your open ears for all the help (no more shit) It’s what I see for myself I need to […]

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I

I am seeing tunnel vision in a world thats dark and cold, I cannot believe how much I’ve changed since the days of old, I know it’s temporary but I need to focus straight, I cannot believe I lost control of my fate, I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about, I need […]

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Poem

overbearing panic attack entrenching my veinsin an hour i’ll be ok i pray this pain will go away permanently someday I’VE seen more than…I should have to…I’VE seen this on my own this song is a,poem to myself,it helps me to live… in case of fire,BREAK the glass, and move on into your own… reoccurring […]

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Mentobe

it’s ironic considerate rarity patron of love higher knowledge engulfs me ’cause the blast of fate a lesson to my eyes concerned and overwhelmed theirs were of fear and i am feelin so empty inside and yet it bruns so akward this time it’s something with my pride lies i cannot hide my true side […]

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Mirrors Reflection

I’m your mirror’s reflection, what you don’t like about me is what you hate in yourself, you should see through others eyes be4 you go ahead and make ’em feel like shit stop it but you won’t because you hate yourselves images bitch, sometimes i get so frustrated haunting visions in the back of my […]

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Mine

When I look into your eyes, you help me realignEnsure me of just how to be myself insideI’m in control of everythingIt’s taking time but that’s okI can bring you to my side You’re my blessing in disguiseYou’re mine (You’re mine)You’re mine (You’re mine) You’re my blessing in disguiseYou make me realize Just how and […]

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Dreams

Confusing reality…I see myself but it’s not really meHow could it be?When I am me?I guess maybe it’s just a dream (come on come on, come on wake up wake up)Things aren’t what they seem I doubt my own dreamsI lie in my sleepAnd don’t sleep to dreamYet everything that I see is hauntingMe Bad […]

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Again & Again

sick and angered by my friends extremely cold and heartless talkin shit behind my back about me to my friends the source a jealous passion towards a spirit stuck in contention and fame just need some time to myself again need to bring back the old days when i was in control of my life […]

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